Thursday, September 9, 2010


I have had a rough couple of months. I know I said I was going to be more positive but today I am going to not be so positive. I have tried to let things slide off of me and but some things happened recently and it has bothered me a lot. I have a hard time with people who tell me that I am selfish because we don’t have children. I know that these people have NO CLUE what we have been through to try and have children. I have to go the doctor once a month and it’s not fun at all. I do know that it’s not on my time table, but it’s hard.  It has brought me closer with my husband and my Heavenly Father. I do know that my Heavenly Father knows how hard it has been on us. I have very little tolerance for people who are buddy-buddy with you one minute and the next minute treat you like crap. If you have a problem with me I would much rather know about it then hear it from someone else.  Oh and our dishwasher STILL isn’t fixed.  My headaches aren’t as bad and now they only come once a month for 10 days.  We have the most wonderful and supporting parents ever. Thanks to all of them for their love and support the past couple of months. We love you!


  1. People shock me when they have the gaul to say such awful things! I am so sorry! I would never have described you as "selfish" even before I read this. You guys are the best, I miss seeing you! If you're ever in St George you better give me a call :) I hope things get easier

  2. I'm sorry you are dealing with that crap! I wonder if people really realize how stupid and offensive they really are! Hang in there! You are doing an amazing job with everything on your plate! I hope your dishwasher gets fixed soon! I'd be calling up someone and screaming til it got fixed! Do you want me to do that for you?

  3. Thanks guys for the supporting words. Kristen if we ever get to St. George you can bet we will come and see you. I want to see some pictures of your new place. Next time you are up in Bountiful come and see us. Kim I have been calling on our dishwasher for 2 weeks and it paid off, we ordered a new one Friday and it will be here next week.